My parents are torturing me

March 21, 2018

A few days ago, I announced that I am going vegan. And yes, my parents allowed me. But, here is the thing. They know that I am going vegan but, they are still not letting me to. They said yes, pagkatapos ng sobrang tagal na paghihintay at pagpipilit sa kanila, to me when I asked them but, they keep on cooking non-vegan foods. They want me to eat this and that. "Oh! there's a party, we got you this and eat it".  I don't know if they really let me go vegan or they just said yes so that I'll quiet down at hindi ko na sila kulitin. 

I want to start making my own food. A few days ago, I made a Ratatouille inspired dish. Unfortunately, I forgot to take a photo of it to show you. Then the next dish I made for the next night was a Sisig inspired vegan dish. Like what I did, I forgot to take a photo of that, too. But, I am telling you that it was great. I can't believe I made my own recipe. I'll share the recipe when I'll create one again. And now, I did a vegan ice cream this morning and I'm not actually fond with it's taste. For now.

Every morning they served us hotdogs and eggs. Every lunch, it is either sinigang, kare-kare, tinola, or menudo. And for dinner are the leftovers or when we are lazy for cooking my mom buys food from near Chinese restaurant some chopsuey.

I do really want to have a vegan lifestyle so, I am trying to make my own food but, the freezer is filled with packs of processed foods like hotdogs, chicken longganisa, and tocino. And that is why I turned to be tempted on eating a processed food and cook a hotdog whenever I am hungry.

To be honest, I binge. It has been a half year and I can't control it. My body does not show off my bingeing that much.

I want to stop eating to much unhealthy foods. If I can't stop my binge eating then I'll just eat the healthy ones. But, they won't let me to.

The reason why I'm telling you that they are torturing me is this.

They

Eat

Ice cream

and

Cakes

in

Front

of

Me.

Aghhhhhhhhhhhhh thank you my lovely parents. You support me so much. And because of that I didn't follow my diet. And because I love you so much but, it would be better if it is a vegan desserts.

With love,

♥ Cassandra Alfonso ♥